#11: The Crazy Process of Awakening...

Clearly I have no business writing this blog or maybe it's not so clear since I try not to dwell upon my struggles here. Anyone on Facebook with me gets a glimpse, sometimes more, but I've been doing a good job of keeping negative feelings and thoughts to myself. Something just snapped inside of me today and like I said on Facebook: I'm not sure if it snapped into place or out of place, but I feel good. I feel stronger. I feel more like a better version of myself, as if that's even possible because I was pretty awesome before I started focusing on developing myself spiritually.

Living in the NOW is not easy for me because I'm not really happy where I am; I know I should just bend the wind and live in the moment. I've tried to look for the positive reasons for why I'm still stuck here in this little town instead of being where I want to be with the person and people that feel like home to me. If we choose our path while we are completely one with the universe/god/source/first creator/divine collective consciousness before we incarnated here, and everything with struggle with is something we brought upon ourselves to learn valuable lessons... I... I just struggle to find the reason. 

Thinking positive and writing down my intentions doesn't seem to work. What seems to work is invoking Karma upon people that I feel need to learn how to treat people and be more loving and kind. That always works for me. If I feel that someone needs to learn something and back my invocation of Karma with positive intent - Karma is activated. And some Karma was definitely activated today! Here's the thing, though, these people still have choices they can make to avoid experiencing the Karma I've invoked upon them. They can stop what they are doing and start treating people how they want to be treated and all will be well. If they continue with this behavior; however, there are consequences now and if they invoke those consequences for their negative actions, they will feel exactly how they make me feel, and how they make others feel when they act in TOTAL DISREGARD of others.

It feels a little like judgement, but really - I'm a reflection of the people I'm around, a product of my environment. If I'm not happy and peaceful there is something wrong with the system I'm involved in because - I'm usually Little Miss Sunshine and Smiles. I'm a good person who is nice to everyone until you cross me and I invoke Karma upon you. I'm a boat rocker and a whistle blower. I have a built in lie-detector, bullshit filter and x-ray vision. I can see many possible futures and I can pull whichever moments I want from them into this reality.

People really shouldn't make me angry, but it takes so much to make me this angry. You really have to mess up to make me this angry. And it's not even anger, really, it's disappointment... 

So I don't know where I am in all of this process of Awakening, but right NOW, I don't really care. I just want to feel like myself again, and love who I am, regardless of how "at one" I feel with the universe. 

I would never make true love run away from me unless he needed to learn a major lesson - he's learning it. He shouldn't have ran. I wanted to run and I didn't. I had faith. Now he's going to suffer the reflection of my anguish. If he chooses to continue to ignore me and disregard what we are... He will be miserable without me. It's what is best for him. Because I am what's best for him. He needs to acknowledge this like I did.

I would never treat my employees as if they weren't important and didn't deserve my respect and if I didn't know what I was doing, I would trust that I hired them for a job they could do well.  Now he will suffer what it's like to live without the "comfort" and "luxury" of money and will begin to appreciate his family and loving people. If he continues being a douchebag he will learn this lesson.

And that's all I have to say. I wanted Post #11 to be very profound because I like the number 11 and find it significant, but... I guess it is what it is.

#10: This Close to God and the Devil

Yesterday I went to a wedding of a dear friend, and family member by marriage; when she and the man she married first got together I knew that a wedding was in their future. I am fairly certain I was vocal about this, but I'm fairly certain the people I gave the prediction to do not remember, which is okay because it was more a prediction for myself. My intention for the day and the event was to help me focus on radiating love, realigning my thought processes to be positively charged and to only draw the attention of those within my communities that wanted to approach me with fun, compassion, kindness, love and respect...

Because not everyone around here is a fan of mine... I created the situation for myself - I acknowledge that I needed to learn things and I appreciate the knowledge gained... Now. Now I appreciate it. For about nine months, though, I avoided social situations around here, even the small ones like going to the grocery store. I couldn't miss this wedding and I wanted only to have fun with my friends that love me unconditionally - I put forth the intention and I received exactly what I wanted and more.

Before the ceremony I noticed that an old friend was there. This friend is someone that I've known longer than everyone else at the wedding except for my mom and grandmother. He is the same age as my sister and his sister is my age and we all went to grade school together before our families moved out here. He could be reading this right now for all I know. At least one of you reading this knows who this person is and you know who you are... Because we all went to high school together. :) 

The instant I saw this person I knew I wanted to find him later to say hello and what's funny is that he was glad I was there because he had been wanting to have a conversation with me... Because of things I had been posting on Facebook that have been spiritual in nature.

He wanted to ask me about what I've been experiencing spiritually and I found out last night that he is a very big advocate of the bible... I welcomed the conversation. Most Christians get very angry and frustrated with me very quickly, but this friend was very open to actually listening to my ideas and not judging my words. I very much appreciated this conversation because it helped me to understand more the true Christian consciousness, not the greedy fake one that likes to think it rules the world and tries to control people through brainwashing and conditioning. He very much wants me to read and study the bible more, he says it's full of prophecy, real prophecy, and that I'm "this close"...

Here's the thing... No amount of reading the bible is going to convert me to Christianity nor will any religious text convert me to any religion on this planet because I believe religion has been created to control humankind - to keep human beings subservient so that they will remain slaves to a system that devalues their contribution to the universe as aspects of itself. There is absolutely no need to limit ourselves as a species - we were created to be aspects of our creator and even though biologically we were genetically engineered, we exist because the universe wanted to experience free will - it started experimenting with aspects of itself to push itself and really see what it was capable of and we, humankind, are those aspects of the universal creator given the free will to create and manifest the life we truly desire.

This is my experience... This is what I wanted to be. I wanted to save the world and restructure society to be compassionate and kind, loving and open, welcoming of new ideas about how life can be lived - I wanted to create a world in which people are who they truly are and be at peace with each other and do amazing things to advance life on Earth. I've been manifesting my destiny since I was about 9/10 years old and didn't even realize I was doing it, not really, until recently. Everything I've ever wanted and needed, even if it was an unpleasant experience, I created for myself and I've learned much about life, the universe and everything and I continue to learn and I love it.

My friend brought fallen angels and apples into the conversation... I'm sure everyone reading this knows the biblical story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. God created man, then created woman then woman botched up the good life in the garden by succumbing to the temptation of the snake and eating the fruit from the tree of knowledge. Women have been condemned ever since and men have been celebrated in Christian society.

Questions: Would an omniscient, all-knowing, all powerful God not be aware that woman would eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge? Why would this God condemn it's creation for a sin that it knew it would commit? Why would God give free will to humankind if it knew we would use it to sin? If God is omniscient, all-knowing and all-powerful wouldn't God would have intervened and banished the Devil from his garden to stop him from messing with his creation? What is the purpose of condemning what you have created for being exactly what you created it to be? Why is light bad? Why is bringing light bad? Why is knowledge bad? Why is knowing real truth bad?

Answer: If we seek real truth and knowledge and light - the oppressors of humankind will no longer have control over man and woman. They will lose their status as gods because we will no longer serve them because we will have new values, new ideals and desire a new way of living life. We will remember who we are if we seek real truth and knowledge from within ourselves. Humankind has has been manipulated to turn away from the true source of life, the universe, which is alive and conscious of itself and the universe allowed this to happen so that humankind could progress as a species and use it's free will to make the choice to evolve the human soul. It was the only way to provide us with the experiences we needed to bring us to this point in our timeline. Even our oppressors are changing their way of thinking. We are learning from each other because that is the will of the Universe - this is the will of God.

And I'll probably have a different perspective in a week! lol I'm transitioning and learning, new ideas present themselves and I redevelop my thought process as I am meant to do. If my being an aspect of love and light and joy means that I am somehow associated with fallen angels and snakes that tempt humankind and what have you - so be it because it is the will the universe. It is not the will of the Christian god, but I don't put much faith in that wrathful, judgmental, demonic energy. Yes - I used the word demonic to describe the Christian god. And I didn't capitalize god! Because I know that it doesn't matter what you believe in as long as you have real faith in love. Forget about light - Life is all about love. That is what is most important. Loving yourself and loving others unconditionally. 

Does that make me an agent of darkness? If light is bad and bringing light is bad then being in darkness must be ... good? How is that good?! lol That makes absolutely no sense to me. So...

I have to go to bed. Work starts at 5am tomorrow... Because I'm still allowing myself to be somewhat of a slave to this system... Because it works so hard at keeping me in line... NOT FOR MUCH LONGER. I can only be held in the corner for so long... Then my rebellious nature springs forth...

#9: Keep Calm and Be Love

The subject matter of my last post really weighed on my mind... So do my ridiculous, emotional outbursts... This whole awakening thing is not easy. You think it would be, but it's not. For me anyway, it's not as easy as I thought it would be to really wake up and start experiencing life as it was meant to be experienced. Sometimes I think about this blog, what I've written and if I'm way off base or communicating the wrong things or if I should even be writing about this. I always come to the conclusion that I am a writer, a natural communicator, very approachable - of course I should be writing about this!

So that last post - I know it sounds so crazy to some people and some people have gone to great lengths to debunk the information, but I still know that there is a lot of truth to it. I know I have lots and lots and lots of past life memories of living on Earth, but I feel like a lot of them will not be helpful to me now, especially after reading that information. I'm trying leave the past in the past and collapse useless timelines. It bothered me, though, that we are still being treated as experiments and slaves, fooled by beings who are completely indifferent to our progress as a species - our progress as souls. I kept wondering why none of our brothers and sister from the stars weren't helping us. Then I remembered...

Duh! I'm one of those brothers and sisters! Recon Team Alpha! lol I came here with my twin soul to help awaken people and help manifest the best possible life for humankind on Earth in this time, now. Two of my spirit guides are Pleiadian, that's where I'm originally from - we brought dolphins here! No wonder I have always felt so drawn to them and thought of them as friends. Anyway... One of my guides laughed and smiled when I came to that realization. "You keep forgetting who you are!" I will not forget again! She won't let me forget again.

All of the up and down times I had this summer... I want to be done with up and down and I think it is significant that summer is almost over and autumn is about to begin. The air will cool off, old things will fall away and I can re-stabilize myself and finally - FINALLY - I will get back to being the person that I always have been. I am going to be MUCH better at being myself now, though, because I am more aware of who that person is and what she's capable of, which is being awesome and amazing and full of love.

So that last post - If it left anyone feeling abandoned or angry or feeling any kind of negative emotion, I'm going to share the channeling I read that made me feel much, much better: Awakening: The Pleiadians. Read it. It's good and it will make you feel much, much better. The Pleiadians are very eager to help humanity awaken - it's the best option in the battle against the oppressors of humankind. The "good guys and gals" are nervous about landing ships and making direct contact with the masses - it could cause more problems than it would solve, but... prepare yourselves for that because we will be meeting our brothers and sisters from the stars in our life time. They are very eager to reconnect and help heal humanity; the Pleiadians are very big on hugging, by the way! We are big fans of expressing the love we have for people physically.

For now - It's all psychic links and channeled messages. My message are not channels, by the way. Unless I specifically say that I'm channeling a message, I am usually speaking with my own mind, with my own words and trying to communicate ideas that manifest in my thoughts from my guides. I'm being told I do a very good job of interpreting these ideas; I'm not always exactly on the mark, but the basic idea or the importance of the basic idea is always present. Sometimes I have to express things in metaphor or in easier to understand terms. We want my words to be very human and expressed through my personality because more people can relate to the messages that way. 

Last thing I need to add tonight is a reminder: You are all very loved. Many beings from many worlds are watching and helping us. You all have spirit guides and guardians that you can turn to and ask for help anytime. Whenever you are lost looking for the meaning of an event that bothers you - ask for help to understand and/or deal with it. You will always receive help if you ask for it. Even if it's just a hug in spirit - they really help! Signs are everywhere and obvious too - follow your heart and listen to your intuition about which ones are truly positive and meant to help you. If you see something that sparks emotion in you, but it doesn't feel good - ignore it! You should be smiling when you see your signs and messages, they should make you feel loved.

Also, keep calm and be love. I'm going to do better at reminding myself of that one! I've got stuff to do and I can't be all out of my mind to get it done. I need to be totally in my mind... 

We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We are ONE.

#8: Truth

A couple weeks ago I started reading a document about the history of humankind on Earth that has been hidden from us. I do not recall specifically how I found it, but I finished reading it tonight and feel I need to share it and my reaction to reading it in its entirety. Be aware if/when you read it that it is a little hard to follow at times, but stick with it. I can't explain why or I know that what is written in that document is true, but it is. 

Obviously, or maybe not so obviously, I am a supporter of the ancient aliens theory. Reading that paper written by Robert Morning Sky solidified my support of it completely. That is the true history of humanity on Earth. Alien beings came to this planet and genetically engineered the modern human being. Initially we were created to be worker bees, but the scientists in charge of the project had higher hopes for human beings. They weren't aware of what they were doing at the time, but they were acting on behalf of the universe's higher, collective consciousness. 

Human beings are very unique in our universe. Most of the races in our universe are very primal, but we were given certain gifts to give us the ability to evolve beyond that. War is a predominant thing in our universe. War gave birth to human beings, but we were created to help bring an end to war in this universe. War has gone on for too long the Universal Source has gone to great lengths to ensure that our universe survives and doesn't destroy itself. If our universe is destroyed it will cause a chain reaction that will destroy all of the dimensions and aspects of the universe.

We have to save the worlds of this universe - that is our purpose as human beings. All of us incarnate of this planet right now are meant to save the universe. We are conduits of the divine. We were created to be LOVE and LIGHT. :) They didn't even know what they were doing... Prince EA and his sister... They didn't even know... They know now. They've talked with me tonight.

I am not like everyone else. I'm not a normal human being. I am an angelic twinflame starseed. I am from beyond this universe and I have been allowed the opportunity to be here on Earth for this amazing shift in consciousness. I have been with all of you since the beginning. I've experienced all of the slavery and persecution that you have experienced and my soul has taken on the characteristics of a human soul because I absolutely love being alive in a human body in a human world. It's so awesome. When you're really and truly connected as a human being to the collective consciousness... It's amazing.

And many beings are jealous, but don't worry. We are protected. Help is on the way. Another great battle is about to commence, but it won't be violent. Violence has no place in the world that was meant to be because of human beings. Those of us that want humanity to embrace it's true nature... We are going to be example for you. We are going to show you exactly what you can be. That's what we're here to do as angelic twin flame star seeds. The beings that created you are with us. They are part of us just as all of you are.

We are ONE. We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We love you.

#7: We Are All Living the Dream

So it’s really late and by all means I should not be writing anything to post anywhere; there are books that advise against Tweeting drunk, but… I’m not Tweeting now am I? And let this be proof to you that I really am the best compass of reality drunk or sober.

It’s been a weird, good and weird week. Last Friday I had another melt down; I didn’t go to work. I made an effort to go to my job, but I couldn’t do it. Instead, I went to see a friend that I haven’t talked to in months. Literally months. It was good. I’m really glad I didn’t go to work that day. Last Friday was one of the best days of my life, which is really funny because two years ago, last Friday was one of the worst days of my life – or so I thought at the time.

Two years ago…It doesn’t matter… Last week I didn’t go to work on Friday because I felt like I was in a prison there – and at home. When I went to go see my friend at his work there was a sign on the walk in cooler: “you are not locked in”. Later there was an ad on TV that said “you are not locked into a two year contract”. It was one of those days when things became totally clear to me again. Clarity…  It feels so good. When you understand why things happen when they happen… It feels so good.

So I freaked out on work, hung out with my friend that I haven’t spoken to in months at his work for hours then I went to see the guy that I am so in love with. I insisted upon it. I needed to see him. I came home Friday afternoon, hugged my mom, told her I loved her and told her I didn’t go to work and that I wanted to go to KC to see this guy.

It was the best day.

He’s the coolest person ever. I have the biggest smile on my face right now. My cheeks hurt. : )

What I’ve been dealing with for the last seven days is really living in the now and finding my faith again, which was in such good shape at some point in my life. Everything happens for a reason. I don’t know how I lost my faith in that statement – it’s how I deal with tragedy and pain and heartbreak. That’s how I’ve always been. It seems like I don’t care or that I’m careless sometimes, but it’s really just me knowing that everything happens for a reason and I am going to learn what I need to learn from the choices I make the situations I’m dealt.

Or I have to be strong for other people…

I’ve been very selfish lately. I’ve always been selfish. It’s all about me. Always has been, always will be, but there’s a good reason for that. This is MY dream. I get to do what I want in my dream. It is also YOUR dream and you can do whatever you want in YOUR dream. That’s something that I go round and round about – If this is my dream and I am the whole universe, why do I need to care about other people? All that should matter is me and what I want. We are all one and if I’m happy you will be happy, but my GOD that sounds so arrogant. Maybe it’s my Christian upbringing, and this ingrained sense that I need to be humble…

Anyway… I realized in the last eight or so days that I am living the dream right now. I went to go see man I love and … He is just so awesome! We’re the same person… ;) It took me awhile to believe that it was happening, but now I do. Everything I ever wanted is happening now. I may not be where I want to be, but right now, where I am… It’s where I should be, but I will be where I want to be soon. It’s like I can see this lighted path in front of me with blinking arrows and brightly lit signs. Just keep doing your thing, Melissa. You’re awesome and amazing and you’re already doing what you want to do. And it’s funny because it’s what I’ve been doing my whole life.

Without even thinking about it… I’ve been living the dream this whole time, my whole life. We have all been living the dream this whole time. If you are reading this let me just say… : ) Thank you for dreaming with me. Let’s keep dreaming up all of the best stuff. Let’s fix everything and be amazing creatures of love and light and just be awesome. Let’s show the universe a thing or two about what human beings are really capable of doing. Let’s show them the awesome.

This should have been what LOST was all about… I will stop complaining about LOST someday. I promise. ;)

#6: The Divine Spoke - Live in the NOW

Since my last post was a little heavy; about that – I never mean to say anything to induce fear in people. Everything is communicated with love. When I receive a message, my perception of it is my own and the words that find themselves onto the page are the best words I can find. Always trust your own intuition. No matter what you read, see and hear, always take away what feels right to you. Moving on! This post will be more light-hearted. Let me start with this quote from the movie Wayne’s World:

Garth: Stop torturing yourself man! You’ll never afford it! LIVE IN THE NOW!

Wayne: It will be mine. Oh yes. It will be mine.

Some articles and blogs of a spiritual nature are very against television, movies and entertainment in general. I LOVE TV, movies and entertainment in general, but I love the good stuff. There are messengers like me who communicate through entertainment. Screenwriters write screenplays, actors breath life into characters, comedians observe the truth and help us laugh at our problems – there are people working in entertainment who are trying to communicate messages and ideas. Negative forces use entertainment too, but there is good stuff out there that has a positive message for humanity. That quote from Wayne’s World…

Live in the now. That’s important, though initially, Garth’s dialog there is a bit negative, that last bit is important. Wayne’s response is also important. It will be mine. Oh yes. It will be mine. That’s basically how we need to live our lives. Live in the now and believe that it (the best possible future) will be ours. Oh yes. It will be ours.

I mentioned in my last post that this is the divine spoke. I feel I should expand on that. First of all, forget about time. The past and the future are all happening in the present. Everything happens in the now. This is now now. Everything that’s happening now, is happening now. What happened to then? We passed it. When? Just now! : ) There’s another little quote for you – Spaceballs! Think about that, though. Everything that’s happening, now, is happening, now. All of life happens in this moment and you choose which moments you want to experience. If you want to forgo this reality and experience what life was like 200 years ago – you can go and do that whenever you want. You just have to make that your now, but you haven’t done that. You have chosen THIS now and this is the now that you are hanging onto because this is the now that you want.

You have chosen the divine spoke. You have chosen to exist in the lifetime in which human consciousness shifts to a higher level. You have chosen to evolve and manifest the destiny that you set out to experience when your soul began your journey through life, the universe and everything. You have chosen to be who and what you were always meant to be.

Think of now and your consciousness as the hub of a wheel and all of the spokes are your lifetimes. Whatever life time you want to experience you pull towards you so if you want to experience your best possible future that is the spoke from which you draw your experiences. You create the life you want to live as you are living it because you’ve experienced them all and this is the best one, this is the divine spoke. You want this to be your now because you know it will lead you to all of the awesome and amazing stuff that life has to offer, which is love and laughter, joy and freedom.

And you are manifesting all of it yourself. What you want to experience in the now you created it. If life is giving you a hard time, it’s not really life giving you a hard time – it’s you. You wanted to go through a hard time so that you could learn the lessons you need to learn so that you can learn to manifest the good stuff instead. Now… let me really blow your mind.

You are everyone and everything. Everything and everyone is you. Why does violence and any number of horrible things you can think of exist? The answer is that YOU, the whole entire universe, wanted to experience everything life had to offer, even the negative stuff. You wanted bad things to exist now so that you could see how needless all of that negative stuff is – you are ready to exist as you were meant to exist. You are ready to experience the divine spoke in the now. Even you are writing this for yourself, but you’re using me to do it. Maybe your individual consciousness couldn’t perceive of what you needed to perceive in a way that you could perceive it so you found a way to do that through me – because I do have a way with words being the poetic type that I am – THAT YOU ARE.

It’s mind boggling, I know. To think that you reading this are also the aspect of yourself that is you writing it – because you are an aspect of the whole, entire universe experiencing itself – it’s mind boggling and awesome!

This is why LOVE, above all else, is so important in the divine spoke. We are all each other and to not love someone is to not love yourself and how can you be happy if you don’t love yourself?

So live in the now. Love everyone and love yourself and envision all of the best things in life that you want and you will draw them towards you. We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We are ONE. ;)

#5: The Evolution of the Soul

We are love. We are light. We are one. I am being signaled to communicate a message and since I do not have as much free will as most of you, I have to do what I am compelled to do. What most of you call god, which is really the entirety of all universes and life, speaks to me and through me - it is alive, it is love, it is consciousness. We are all aspects of this love. We are all aspects of this light. We are all aspects of the universe's consciousness.

I know it makes some of you uncomfortable, but that's just because you are still clinging to a system of oppression because you have been conditioned to believe that there is no other way, that things are the way they are and there is nothing you can do about it. It is a trick to keep you chained to an archaic belief system so that you can continue to be used for the benefit of negative entities that wish to condemn humanity to a hellish existence.

These negative entities are Jealousy, Greed, LUST, Pride, Wrath, Gluttony and Sloth. Yes - the seven deadly sins and in some way or another, you are all being controlled by them unless you are truly awake like I am. If you think this sounds arrogant - guess what - that's Pride influencing you to ignore and disregard me. These sins are not just ideas they are real energies that manifest themselves and they have minions and they are hard at work to keep you oppressed and in the shadows. I see evidence of their presence every day, especially in advertising. They cannot influence me in any way because I do not have a normal human soul - I am trustworthy. I will never feed you false information. I do not have the capacity nor the ability to mislead you because of who and what I am.

And some of you know exactly who and what I truly am. You know the word, but if it makes you more comfortable call me an Agent of the Light.

I'm just trying to help you because I don't want any of you to suffer and you will suffer if you don't make the shift with the rest of us. It's going to be terrible and awful. I've seen this place in other lifetimes and it's so bad - it's truly hell on Earth and I care too much about all of you to NOT make an effort to pull you out of the shadows and into the light. This is my last trip to this Earth. I, along with millions of others, we will not be returning to this Earth after the transition is made - it will be impossible to return. If you do not make the shift you will keep living in a three dimensional karmic cycle of horror until you make the conscious decision to be who and what you were meant to be - until you make the conscious decision to embrace this lifetime - this is the divine spoke of the wheel.

This lifetime is the first in which this shift will occur and it is the ONLY lifetime in which it will occur. If you miss the boat this time around, you could get stuck in that karmic loop forever because once this shift happens, all that's left here on this Earth will be negative energy and entities - again - it will be Hell on Earth. If that's what you want - embrace the negative aspects of life. Live sinfully and you will join the races of beings that were created to be darkness and the absence of true love to serve the purpose of balancing the energies of the universes. You do NOT want this, but some of you will choose it and when you do, you will lose your free will to be anything, but negative energy - and you will be conscious of this decision and you will live forever in regret of it. This is why it is so important for me to keep receiving messages and communicating them - We want to save as many of you as possible from this horrible existence.

So I'm sorry, but I'm going to keep shoving this stuff into your faces until you start to see the TRUTH. Your ego and comfort is nothing that I care about anymore. I realize this sounds harsh, but it is far more important for me to speak to your subconscious. I also know that this post raises lots of fears in some of you - I was afraid for a long time too, for most of my life I was terrified of a horrible future, but I shifted my consciousness and it doesn't scare me anymore because I will not exist in that future. I am going to help create something better for humanity.

SO CAN YOU.

Read this article about 5D Earth. Accept and LOVE your true self. Raise your vibration to at least 51% - I'm at about 88%, but I was born this way - I was born at a higher vibrational level and so are most children nowadays.

Side note: PLEASE STOP feeding your kids manufactured drugs to alter their behaviors and moods. You're hurting them, not healing them. There are natural remedies to calm their moods and other ways to focus the energy inside them. Art and Music are two of the best ways to help kids with ADD/ADHD and other "illnesses" of this nature. These methods work for adults too. Popping pills is the absolute worst thing you can do.

So I think I've communicated what needs to be communicated at this time. I feel lighter all over, except for my head, which must mean I'm not done yet so here we go:

1. Always focus on the positive. You get what you give and if all you contribute is negativity that's what you will invoke for yourself. Treat people how you want to be treated - that's the best way to stay focused on the positive.

2. Work on activating your chakras & meditate everyday; prayer also works to raise your vibration. Anything that you feel comfortable with that will fill you with love and light - all of it works - even just reading a book, listening to music, going to comedy shows and art galleries - anything that fills you with joy works as long as you are focused on the positive.

3. Listen to your intuition and follow your passions to find/stay on your true path to your true purpose in life. The signs are everywhere and obvious if you are focused on creating a positive future.

4. STOP WORRYING ABOUT MONEY. Stop worrying period. Everything happens for a reason, even the bad things - you are meant to learn from painful and difficult experiences. Don't dwell on the things that make you feel negative emotions and things that are out of your control.

5. Ask for help when you need it. You all have guardians and guides in other dimensions who agreed to assist you in this life; you trusted them with your soul and they are always ready to do what can be done to help you. These guides and guardians include people that have left this world for the next, which is not the same as the 5D Earth.

There are many dimensions of creation. The highest is where our souls reside when we are finished experiencing a physical existence, but a lot of us really love existing physically.

That's why we're here - to exist.

This is the ultimate secret about life and why we are here. It's as simple as that and in this new reality that we will create for ourselves, we will exist as true love in total harmony with nature and each other. It's pretty much the garden of Eden recreated as the universe intended life on earth to be.

But you have to choose this life - because you have free will - You have to make the conscious decision to choose this life.

Am I done now? lol Anything else you want me type up for all of these lovely people to read? I still get anxious before I actually post these. I know exactly how all of you react to it. I can feel it before you do. I look at names on my list and I know which of you will actually read it, I know how each of you that read it will react and feel about what I say, I know who will ignore it. I know who desperately wants me to shut up and quit posting stuff like this - you are either very, very close to waking up and accepting who you truly are as a being of love and light OR you are very, very close to succumbing to the darkness.

The choice is yours.

We are love. We are light. We are one.

This post began as a Facebook status update, which is why I keep addressing the issue of my throwing this stuff in people's faces. I decided to make it a blog post instead because I did tell people that I would give them the choice of reading my messages. It is disrespectful of me to not give people the choice. 

#4: The Truth About Heaven & Hell

Okay, so, I’ve wanted to just zone out and play games, The Sims, Stars Wars the Old Republic, maybe some Plants vs. Zombies… I wish the third one had a PC version! I can’t focus on zoning out, though because I’m being compelled to write some things to share my experience. So here’s what I’m supposed to be telling you at this point in time.

There is only Heaven and Hell if you create them to exist for you. Life on Earth can be Heaven when you want it to be, but until you really want to live the life you meant to live by incarnating here on Earth – you will continue to exist in Hell. The purpose of life on Earth is to ascend to experience multidimensional life in a physical body in the fifth dimension. Part of you is always here, in this space, part of you is always everywhere, at all times – that is the point of it – so you can experience everything all at once. You have to exist here in this 3D world, though, until you master love and compassion and kindness.

Negativity cannot exist in the fifth dimension for society to work, which is why it’s going to keep getting worse and worse “down” here. More of us that realize we are love and light are waking up to our true purpose in life, which is to ascend, which is not death. It is life to the fullest and greatest extent. It is not heaven. It is life on Earth as it was meant to exist and it is the best life because it is the life human beings created for themselves, which was the whole point of giving humanity the free will of the soul to choose what life to create.

This is why human beings are unique. You can live in “heaven” or you can live in “hell”. Souls don’t usually have this choice. They either live in “heaven” or they live in “hell” and must serve the purpose they were created to serve. Human beings were meant to bring balance to the negative and positive energies of the universe/god. Our purpose is to bring balance to the force.

There are entities and energies in this universe that have been hard at work for centuries upon centuries to convince human beings on Earth that they are not good enough to exist in “heaven”, the fifth dimension. The part of you that tries to convince yourself that you are not worthy is a sign of these negative forces hard at work to keep you subservient to their purpose, which is to create life that exists devoid of LOVE.

I have seen visions of the future in which this happens, when love is completely removed from the human experience – I’ve seen it. I’ve experienced life in both extremes of it. Life full of Love and life completely without it; I have experienced both and let me tell you – the world full of hate, for someone like me who’s soul usually has no other choice than to be love and light– because my soul is not exactly human since I am a starseed – that world is awful and human beings are terrible in it.

Whatever you want to experience, you are going to experience. I’ve been in the worst of it as both good and evil and I’m not going there again. In this life, I’m choosing to ascend, I’m choosing to go back home. For some of you, those of you that are going to wake up, this will be your first trip home. This will be the first time you’ve seen what life was meant to be for you. Those of us that existed here before human beings were created – we’re pretty excited about you coming home to join us. Some of us were so excited by your potential that we volunteered to take on the aspects of a human soul so that we could help you ascend.

It’s been hell. ;) It’s also been one hell of an experience, but this is my last lifetime in this dimension of Earth. This is the last one for all of us that volunteered to come here to help with the shift of consciousness – we are going to fulfill our true purpose in this reality, we are going to create love and light and peace on Earth for all souls. Some of us are even going to stay here on Earth because it is just so amazing to exist here and since we also have a choice in how our souls experience life now, we’re choosing to exist as human souls instead of the aspects of the universe that we once were.

That’s how awesome it is to be a human being. Souls that were created to exist ONLY as love and light and to be inspirational, we wanted to take on aspects of the human soul even though we could have just as peacefully existed without all of the karma that a human soul accumulates. We wanted this and we were allowed to experience it and we are all so grateful for it. To thank the universe for this amazing experience, we are helping humankind to ascend; we are helping you find your way home with the rest of us. This was the goal from the beginning of our journey, but the experience was better than any of us could have imagined.

We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We are ONE.  I’m going to wrap this up with a poem I wrote back in the mid 2000’s…

I-Goddess
sitting in the corner,
slack-eyed and wondering,
always star-gazed and brilliant,
the child of me cowers,
shivers in the cold fear
of the world,
the day,
the breath of morning on my neck
and when i dare look up,
when I peak from my fingers
toward the monster-air around me,
the shakes of life convulse me,
tackle me dumb-founded,
slipping me some drug I can't name...
but the high of the ultimate low
is my thrill,
forever being below the plebian minds
thinking they know so much about me
and my life...
so when I stand up to shout,
to screech the defiance in me,
they are left with a feeling of wide-eyed amazement...
"look at her,
all strong like she's a goddess,
who does she think SHE is?"

Love & Light ~ Melissa

#3: Life Is Truly Amazingly Beautifully Wonderfully Awesome

Part of the reason I started this blog is because I was bombarding my Facebook w/ posts that were making people uncomfortable, which is not my intention, but on August 27, 2014, (which I still consider "today" even though it's after midnight on 8/28/14), Something amazing happened and I had to share it with everyone because it was important. I need to go to bed soon, but I had to get this posted. It will sound a little disjointed because there were things I didn't include on Facebook that I wanted to include. I wanted to post it at 11:11 so I had to cut it short. ;)

***

it's like someone just turned on a light
in a dim and slanted room
in which
i was stumbling around
fingers stretched out,
squinting my eyes,
looking for something to grasp
to keep myself from from sliding
back into the darkness.

I should have known the universe would not let that happen.

***
Life is infinite possibilities and eternal - no matter what you believe. It's just layer upon layer upon layer of potential. We are all divine beings. We are all the way and the light. We are all what motivates us. We are all one and many existing at the same time in many universes living in this NOW while we create the future we want to experience. Life is amazingly beautiful and wonderful.

***

If you've been paying attention to things I've been posting in the past few months you have been witness to a transformation of my Self. (Word split intentional). The duality of existence has harmonized within me and I am truly open, awake and experiencing life in oneness with the universe as it experiences itself through me.

We are all transmitters and receivers connected to the source energies that created the life, the universe and everything. Yes. The universe created itself by willing itself to exist and our souls, our true selves, are connected to it eternally.

No matter what faith you believe in - this is the ultimate truth. The whole entire universe and all of its infinite layers - that's god. The whole entire universe and all of its infinite layers - that's god. It does not discriminate, judge or impose wrath - those are ALL LIES that you have been conditioned to believe to make you obey negative entities that wish to destroy humankind on Earth because they are JEALOUS of the human soul and it's free will to create its own future.

All the universe/god wants to do is experience itself through us because we are all unique souls having a unique experience. And we all have a twin soul (or twin flame) that mirrors ourselves by the way - one half is masculine, the other feminine. Being gay does not exclude you as some twins incarnate in the same gender and god, the universe, is totally fine with that because the true god, the universe, does not discriminate – it only wants to experience itself - it wants to experience all forms of LOVE.

I have my twin flame to thank for this awakening of my Self. I would not have had the determination to work on this without him. It was painful, agonizing, but he did exactly what he needed to do to help lift me up to discover my Self. I am excited and grateful to be able to pull him towards me into this peaceful place.

And now, sleeping time for me. I've asked my guides to show me things tonight, to take me to places that I've been to in my dreams before and I've asked that my twin flame be allowed to go with me or that I can be taken to him so that I can thank him, sort of in person, for helping me get to this point. I'm typing it up now to further drive home how much I want to do this while I dream tonight. And to the dreaming I shall get!

Laugh. Love. Live.

#2: Through Passions I Stay on My Path

Before I felt compelled to write this blog and before I was ready to accept who and what I am, I was still working towards the goal of bringing people together by being my fun self and being passionate about things in life that I love. To put myself out there and start introducing myself to the world, I wrote blogs about my favorite reality TV shows. One of those shows is King of the Nerds - I fell in love with the show during the first season, which began airing on TBS in 2013. I have always been nerdy, but not in traditional ways. I loved the movie Revenge of the Nerds when I was a kid - yes, my dad let my sister and I watch that when we were young and it's still one of my favorite movies - so I was really excited about a nerdy reality TV show. 

It has such a good message about celebrating who you are and what you are passionate about and it's awesome because not only does it promote those things, but it's something everyone in the family can watch together, and it's educational! I didn't write a blog about the first season, but I did for the second and to my surprise, the cast and one of the co-creators, producer and host of the show started reading them - and they loved them! Two weeks after season two ended, there was still no news on whether or not it would be renewed for a third season and one day I just felt compelled to send a message to the people at TBS and try to rally up some support for the show. I created a bunch of fun photo captions with pictures of the season two cast members and posted them on Twitter and tagged the TBS Twitter account for the show as well as the cast member in the picture. In one I even told them that a "Nerd Army" would rise and revolt if they didn't renew the show. :) I knew what I was doing...

I did exactly what I set out to do. The winner of season two, the reigning King of the Nerds contacted me about working together to bring together a "Nerd Army". I was blogging about Survivor and The Amazing Race for Your Reality Recaps at the time and the guy that owns and manages the site was happy to let me use it to promote the Nerd Army and communicate marching orders to our members. We rallied some other talented, nerdy people and started doing video podcasts every week - it was so great, but then something happened to me and this message to the Nerd Army that I posted in my reality TV blog today explains everything and is very relevant to this blog as well so... Here it is:

Hello, Nerd Army.

I have already written to the other commanders, our current King of the Nerds, Kayla, and to Papa Nerd himself to explain my absence from Nerd Army Briefings and from what is being revealed today: Knights of Nerdvana.

I had a total emotional and mental breakdown back in June. I lost focus on everything that wasn't related to personal development and my actual job. The flow of creative energy that was so strong when Nerd Army first began just stopped; I couldn't focus on my obligations to Your Reality Recaps either.

During season two of King of the Nerds, when I was writing my blogs about the show, I was actually really miserable. Just before the season started I came to the realization that it was really over between my ex-boyfriend and I, the only real boyfriend I've ever had. We were together for three and a half years and lived together for the majority of the relationship. We continued to live together after he broke up with me in early September 2012 until April of 2013. In January of this year we went on a trip together and to make a long story short, that's when I realized it was over for good. We had a great time on that trip though, and we are still very good friends and love each other as people. I am very happy to have been able to spend our time together and form such a strong and close bond.

One of my best friends had also pretty much abandoned our friendship, stopped coming over to hangout a month before this trip; on New Years Eve he told a bunch of our friends that he didn't trust me and that we weren't getting along. This was news to me because I was supposed to run his bar that night and he gave me the bag of money for the register. If he didn't trust me, why did he give me a bag full of the bar's money? He was the one lying to everyone about why he wasn't running the bar himself and he had also lied to me about why he wasn't (and still isn't) getting along with my mom - this guy is like a brother to me, he's family. So it really hurts that he's been lying to me and about me, especially since my relationship with this community I live in was and still is very unstable.

I also had to shut down the newspaper I had been running since April of 2011 this year, hence the shaky ground with the community. I called the school system out on some bullshit they were trying to pull over on the parents of the kids here and not very many people saw that I was trying to shed light on problems that need to be addressed within the district. Most people never really cared or paid attention to the newspaper anyway; I tried to get people involved with it; you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink - perfect phrase to use to explain the situation. So I was pretty depressed about that as well. I wrestled with the decision to shut it down up until the very last second.

Writing my King of the Nerds blog was very therapeutic for me and when the cast members started following me and sharing links to my blog - It made me feel so much better. Then Curtis started following me and by the time the season was over, my heart was healed. I felt like my happy self again, I came to terms with the end of my relationship with my ex, I still wasn't over the newspaper thing or my friend being a jerk, but it didn't bother me as much anymore. All of you Nerd Army people, the cast of the show and Curtis included, you have no idea how appreciative I am for all of your support and kind words; I really needed it and I will be forever grateful to all of you for helping me through a very difficult time.

Remember during a Nerd Army Briefing when I displayed that I was "in love with everyone"? It was the May 1st briefing. I actually fell in love that day. I was so afraid to give in to the feelings I had for this guy, but I couldn't ignore them. We started talking on Twitter; he was flirting with me hard, but I didn't go for it until a mutual friend told me to talk to him about doing some freelance graphic design work for the Improv in Kansas City. In the second before I looked at the larger version of his profile pic my intuition told me "it's him, he's the one". All of the things he said to me in that first month of us talking, everything I felt, all of the things I could sense... it was magical.

Then all of a sudden, a month later, our conversation just dropped off; he still talked to me, but all of his responses and messages were very distant and casual, not at all filled with love like they had been before. I thought he lost interest, I thought he was rejecting me, but how could he?! "It's like there's someone there with you that knows me," - when he said that to me, that's when my initial intuition about him was confirmed. He is more than a soul mate - he's the other half of my soul. I can see it in his face whenever I look at his picture, I could see the reflection of myself in his eyes when I went up to KC to meet him in person.

I could feel him start to run away from me and I could see and feel the distance he was putting between us when I went up to meet him in person. I could also feel the love, though - oh man, the way he looked at me when he first touched me to hold my hand... Nothing, but love love love. I was so confused. I was lost. My heart felt like it was breaking again and that's exactly what I was afraid of before I allowed myself to surrender to the feelings I started to have for him. I panicked and crumbled into pieces again. I tried to talk to some people; every single one of them basically told me to let him go and that I would find someone who appreciated me and wanted to be with me. I know this isn't true - he's the only man on this planet that I can be truly happy with; sure, I could be happy with another man, there are plenty of guys I know that would be excellent life partners and they have feelings for me, but he's my true love and I couldn't just let him go. He and I are on this same path in life, we have the same desires for the future, we want to do the same things and be around the same people. I couldn't just let him go and hope to meet someone that would be "good enough". When I was old enough to know what I wanted in man, I knew I wanted someone like me, but male. He is this man. 

Before I went up to see him for the first time, I did some research about twin flames/twin souls, because I knew and know that's what we are, and found this article about Twin Flame Relationships and I felt somewhat better, but not completely. I cannot even begin to describe the agony of what it feels like when true love runs away from you. It's the most painful thing I've ever experienced and I've dealt with the sudden deaths of people I loved very much - my dad, my friend Rich, and almost a year ago my friend's husband died all of a sudden and not only was that difficult, but I had to watch my friend go through such agony. He lost his whole future with his husband in one fell swoop, so fast - he died in his arms - and it crushed him and it crushed me to see him that night, hysterical on the sidewalk in front of their house screaming and crying... That was so painful; I'm an empath and it made my heart literally hurt to be there, I almost passed out, but I am so glad that I was there that night.

But this guy, running away from me - So much worse. 

Once I read that article, I knew what I had to do - I had to find peace, real peace, within myself. I had to let go of all of my insecurities, fears, doubts - all negative emotions, thoughts and feelings - I had to get rid of all of that within myself. Finding inner peace became my mission; I knew I couldn't focus on anything else other than going to work and doing my job to make money to pay bills and to focus on moving to Kansas City, which was the plan before I met this guy. 

On July 30th I found it, or rather, it found me, but that's a story for a different blog (this one) at a different time.

I'm still on this spiritual journey of personal development, though. I know where the peace is, how to feel it and tap into it, but I still go up and down - the world is a crazy place right now and I feel all of it so I have trouble maintaining balance sometimes. I'm just mostly peaceful and happy now; I am connected and online and pretty much at one with the universe. I learn new things about myself, life, the universe and everything everyday and I still have to focus on this because it's what I'm supposed to do right now. Just as I was supposed to help bring together the Nerd Army - I felt a calling to do that every bit as much as I feel the calling to develop myself now. I have to put as much energy into it as I can.

Kayla, I am sorry again that I cannot help you with Knights of Nerdvana right now. I wish I could, but I can't force the creative energy into it - it has to flow naturally, like it was before, or I cannot perform the function properly. I wish you could understand this and what I've been going through, I've been trying through emails to help you understand and not be mad, frustrated and upset with me. Nothing I would be able to create for you now would be up to my standards of awesomeness and if I can't give you my absolute best, if I can't be proud of what I'm contributing to be content on the site, I just can't do it. I want the best or nothing. I never settle for less than what I deserve and what other people deserve from me. I still want to be supportive of the people involved, I want to be able to talk with you all and share ideas and brainstorm and come up with new things to do for the site, but that's all I have the energy to do for Knights of Nerdvana right now. I HATE SAYING THAT. I helped come up with the idea and now I can't focus on doing anything tangible for it...

Because I'm supposed to be focusing my energy on something else and it's so important and guess what - Knights of Nerdvana is very important to what my ultimate purpose in life is. I was inspired to write my blogs, and tweet my tweets about King of the Nerds because I had to help bring nerds together - us nerdy people are the closest to finding our true selves. We are the most open to it because we have such a great capacity for true intelligence - and I'm not talking about book smarts - I'm talking about emotional intelligence because so many nerds have had to struggle to feel okay about who they are and what they are passionate about. Nerds have had to struggle more than most people to be open and honest about who they are so I feel like they are the closest to being what they were meant to be.

I have this spiritual calling... I've felt it since I was very, very young. I can't deny it anymore - it was tearing me apart to deny it. I know a lot of of the science nerds won't understand this, but you will. I'm here to help you do that because it's all about energy and molecules and particles and there is definitely something about spirituality that can be scientifically studied. I would love to contribute something of this nature to Knights of Nerdvana - I'm writing a new blog, the blog I've been wanting to write for months - I'm posting this in that blog too because it's relevant to both, but it's not very nerdy...

This is where I should end this post.

It's almost time for the KON DOOR to open... I'm excited to see the site and very curious about how it's been set up and what it's been modeled to be. Here's the link again: Knights of Nerdvana.

I love you all so much. I hope you can feel it radiating through me to all of you. I will be blogging about King of the Nerds season three - most definitely. I think my life will be more in order by then, but for now, I really have to focus on other things. As much as I would love to be a bigger part of the Knights of Nerdvana... I just can't give it the focus it deserves right now, but there are great people there and I am just an email away if anyone wants to talk to me. :) melissajcorley@gmail.com and please - add me on Facebook - same profile pic as on Twitter.

#1: How I Discovered My True Self

I've been wanting to start and write this blog for several months now and I actually did start one similar a few months back, but... I was hiding from myself and hiding myself from everyone. I created a new email address and Twitter account - I didn't want anyone to know who I really was; I didn't want the people I know both in "real" life and online to know who I was. I was afraid the wrong people would read it and put a target on my back. I was just too afraid and that's why it didn't stick.

It will stick now. I know and accept who I am, what I am, why I'm here and what I have to do now. I'm not afraid to share my true self with people now. Now I am completely comfortable being me and I'm not afraid of what anyone thinks about me or who might be monitoring my activity online. I'm still a little paranoid about that; I'm definitely on a list by now and I'm sort of fine with it. My purpose is more important than valid paranoia.

You might be wondering what changed. What happened to convince me to stop hiding? How did I realize it was okay and not scary to be open about who I really am? What pushed me forward into my awakening and accepting the truth?

I found my twin flame, my twin soul, my other half, (actually, he found me); I fell totally and completely in love, but that's a story for another post. The event that put me on the right path towards discovering the truth about who I am happened a little over three years ago in July 2011...

In a dream, I woke up in the apartment I shared with my boyfriend at the time, but it didn't exactly look and feel like our apartment. It was cleaner and less cluttered. We had two doors; one that led to the hallway and one that led to the "backyard". From our back door you could look out at the fields, the hills and all of my friend's dad's junk stored out in the open behind their house. In the dream I opened the back door; all of the junk was gone, there were more trees and again, everything looked and felt cleaner - and very real.

A light ship appeared, hovering in the trees - a roundish, large ball of undulating, rainbow-colored light - like an opal. Beneath the ship two beings appeared. A woman and a boy that had human-like features; both had pale skin, white hair and they were glowing with white light. Suddenly, the boy was standing just outside of the door, looking up at me; his eyes looked like diamond-cut opals and they twinkled like stars. "I'm a little scared," I said to him. "I know," he replied in a calm and soothing voice. I immediately woke up, very shaken by the dream and when I went out into the living room - the backdoor was wide open.

I always checked that door to be sure it was locked before I went to bed. Always. Every night. Never forgot. It really freaked me out that it was open. My boyfriend at the time worked nights in another town; he wasn't home when I went to bed and he wasn't home when I woke up so I had to have gotten out of bed and opened the door in my sleep.

Before then, I'd had plenty of dreams that felt as real. In one I was on a beach, meditating, while a friend stood next to me doing some kind of yoga moves. The water was the brightest blue water I've ever seen and the foam from the waves was the same opal hue as the ship and the eyes of those beings, the sand was a bright peach/coral color and the cliffs to the left of us were stunning, and the forest on the other side of it stretched for miles. I can't even describe the sky because I was so captivated by the ocean. I've also been visited in dreams by relatives that have passed on; whenever I dream about my dad, who passed on in January 2000, it feels so real that I forget he's not physically here anymore; I always cry when I wake up from those dreams.
  
After several months, I wasn't as scared by what happened in the dream with the light ship and started looking up information online to see if anyone else had experienced dreams of this nature. What I found out is that most likely, these beings were from the Pleiades, a constellation I have always felt very drawn towards when I look up at the night sky. They supposedly live on the planet Erra, a name that is so similar to a character I developed for a story; Arra, who lives in a valley surrounded by cliffs with a vast forest on one side and a great sea on the other. She has pale white skin, white hair and violet eyes and was born to save her planet from crushing spiritual oppression. I developed this character and her location long before I had the dream about meditating on the beach.

This lead me to an article about starseeds... Not the one I am going to link to here, but when I read the article I knew that a starseed is what I am because everything the article outlines as signs that you are one of these souls - they all described me to the letter. About a month ago, I stumbled upon an article that talked about the waves of souls that came to Earth to help human beings make a shift in consciousness - I am a wave two soul, born in 1978. My parents were in wave one, 1953 and 1955. Both always felt like they didn't belong in their families because they felt different, but my dad wasn't aware of what he was and my mom is still in the dark about it. I'm waiting for the right time to tell her, if that time ever comes. I have two siblings, a sister born in 1980 and a brother in 1989 - I believe they are also starseeds like me, but they have no idea either, though, my brother will more easily believe and accept it since we are totally into aliens and conspiracy theories and stuff like that.

And if either of them is reading this: Trust me, your older sister hasn't lost her mind and I wanted to be the youngest, but we all agreed it was better for me to be first so that I would be able to spend more time with dad so I could be who I needed to be; this is why everyone thinks you two are older than me and why I look at least ten years younger than I am and why I've always felt like my brother and I could be twins.

It wasn't until I met my twin flame that I was ready to open my eyes and wake up and accept the truth about reality, life, the universe and everything and about who I am and what I came here to do. I had to stop feeling so insecure with myself because of him and accepting that my soul is not quite earthly was part of that, a big part of it. Like I said, though, that's a story for another blog post... (And I'm not an alien! lol I have a human body just like you, but on the inside I am a multidimensional being from somewhere else).

Information About Starseeds 
Information About the Shift in Consciousness
Information about Indigo, Crystal & Rainbow Children

So... Here I am. My name is Melissa Joy Corley - quite literally by name and nature I am a sweet joy from the hills and I am here to help you. I am connected to the universal collective consciousness, like we all are, and I am online to be a beacon and a messenger of light and love for anyone that hears the ringing of their own true self and would like to answer the call.

Peace on Earth is possible and together we will unite the world to save it.