Yesterday I went to a wedding of a dear friend, and family member by marriage; when she and the man she married first got together I knew that a wedding was in their future. I am fairly certain I was vocal about this, but I'm fairly certain the people I gave the prediction to do not remember, which is okay because it was more a prediction for myself. My intention for the day and the event was to help me focus on radiating love, realigning my thought processes to be positively charged and to only draw the attention of those within my communities that wanted to approach me with fun, compassion, kindness, love and respect...
Because not everyone around here is a fan of mine... I created the situation for myself - I acknowledge that I needed to learn things and I appreciate the knowledge gained... Now. Now I appreciate it. For about nine months, though, I avoided social situations around here, even the small ones like going to the grocery store. I couldn't miss this wedding and I wanted only to have fun with my friends that love me unconditionally - I put forth the intention and I received exactly what I wanted and more.
Before the ceremony I noticed that an old friend was there. This friend is someone that I've known longer than everyone else at the wedding except for my mom and grandmother. He is the same age as my sister and his sister is my age and we all went to grade school together before our families moved out here. He could be reading this right now for all I know. At least one of you reading this knows who this person is and you know who you are... Because we all went to high school together. :)
The instant I saw this person I knew I wanted to find him later to say hello and what's funny is that he was glad I was there because he had been wanting to have a conversation with me... Because of things I had been posting on Facebook that have been spiritual in nature.
He wanted to ask me about what I've been experiencing spiritually and I found out last night that he is a very big advocate of the bible... I welcomed the conversation. Most Christians get very angry and frustrated with me very quickly, but this friend was very open to actually listening to my ideas and not judging my words. I very much appreciated this conversation because it helped me to understand more the true Christian consciousness, not the greedy fake one that likes to think it rules the world and tries to control people through brainwashing and conditioning. He very much wants me to read and study the bible more, he says it's full of prophecy, real prophecy, and that I'm "this close"...
Here's the thing... No amount of reading the bible is going to convert me to Christianity nor will any religious text convert me to any religion on this planet because I believe religion has been created to control humankind - to keep human beings subservient so that they will remain slaves to a system that devalues their contribution to the universe as aspects of itself. There is absolutely no need to limit ourselves as a species - we were created to be aspects of our creator and even though biologically we were genetically engineered, we exist because the universe wanted to experience free will - it started experimenting with aspects of itself to push itself and really see what it was capable of and we, humankind, are those aspects of the universal creator given the free will to create and manifest the life we truly desire.
This is my experience... This is what I wanted to be. I wanted to save the world and restructure society to be compassionate and kind, loving and open, welcoming of new ideas about how life can be lived - I wanted to create a world in which people are who they truly are and be at peace with each other and do amazing things to advance life on Earth. I've been manifesting my destiny since I was about 9/10 years old and didn't even realize I was doing it, not really, until recently. Everything I've ever wanted and needed, even if it was an unpleasant experience, I created for myself and I've learned much about life, the universe and everything and I continue to learn and I love it.
My friend brought fallen angels and apples into the conversation... I'm sure everyone reading this knows the biblical story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. God created man, then created woman then woman botched up the good life in the garden by succumbing to the temptation of the snake and eating the fruit from the tree of knowledge. Women have been condemned ever since and men have been celebrated in Christian society.
Questions: Would an omniscient, all-knowing, all powerful God not be aware that woman would eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge? Why would this God condemn it's creation for a sin that it knew it would commit? Why would God give free will to humankind if it knew we would use it to sin? If God is omniscient, all-knowing and all-powerful wouldn't God would have intervened and banished the Devil from his garden to stop him from messing with his creation? What is the purpose of condemning what you have created for being exactly what you created it to be? Why is light bad? Why is bringing light bad? Why is knowledge bad? Why is knowing real truth bad?
Answer: If we seek real truth and knowledge and light - the oppressors of humankind will no longer have control over man and woman. They will lose their status as gods because we will no longer serve them because we will have new values, new ideals and desire a new way of living life. We will remember who we are if we seek real truth and knowledge from within ourselves. Humankind has has been manipulated to turn away from the true source of life, the universe, which is alive and conscious of itself and the universe allowed this to happen so that humankind could progress as a species and use it's free will to make the choice to evolve the human soul. It was the only way to provide us with the experiences we needed to bring us to this point in our timeline. Even our oppressors are changing their way of thinking. We are learning from each other because that is the will of the Universe - this is the will of God.
And I'll probably have a different perspective in a week! lol I'm transitioning and learning, new ideas present themselves and I redevelop my thought process as I am meant to do. If my being an aspect of love and light and joy means that I am somehow associated with fallen angels and snakes that tempt humankind and what have you - so be it because it is the will the universe. It is not the will of the Christian god, but I don't put much faith in that wrathful, judgmental, demonic energy. Yes - I used the word demonic to describe the Christian god. And I didn't capitalize god! Because I know that it doesn't matter what you believe in as long as you have real faith in love. Forget about light - Life is all about love. That is what is most important. Loving yourself and loving others unconditionally.
Does that make me an agent of darkness? If light is bad and bringing light is bad then being in darkness must be ... good? How is that good?! lol That makes absolutely no sense to me. So...
I have to go to bed. Work starts at 5am tomorrow... Because I'm still allowing myself to be somewhat of a slave to this system... Because it works so hard at keeping me in line... NOT FOR MUCH LONGER. I can only be held in the corner for so long... Then my rebellious nature springs forth...
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