#4: The Truth About Heaven & Hell

Okay, so, I’ve wanted to just zone out and play games, The Sims, Stars Wars the Old Republic, maybe some Plants vs. Zombies… I wish the third one had a PC version! I can’t focus on zoning out, though because I’m being compelled to write some things to share my experience. So here’s what I’m supposed to be telling you at this point in time.

There is only Heaven and Hell if you create them to exist for you. Life on Earth can be Heaven when you want it to be, but until you really want to live the life you meant to live by incarnating here on Earth – you will continue to exist in Hell. The purpose of life on Earth is to ascend to experience multidimensional life in a physical body in the fifth dimension. Part of you is always here, in this space, part of you is always everywhere, at all times – that is the point of it – so you can experience everything all at once. You have to exist here in this 3D world, though, until you master love and compassion and kindness.

Negativity cannot exist in the fifth dimension for society to work, which is why it’s going to keep getting worse and worse “down” here. More of us that realize we are love and light are waking up to our true purpose in life, which is to ascend, which is not death. It is life to the fullest and greatest extent. It is not heaven. It is life on Earth as it was meant to exist and it is the best life because it is the life human beings created for themselves, which was the whole point of giving humanity the free will of the soul to choose what life to create.

This is why human beings are unique. You can live in “heaven” or you can live in “hell”. Souls don’t usually have this choice. They either live in “heaven” or they live in “hell” and must serve the purpose they were created to serve. Human beings were meant to bring balance to the negative and positive energies of the universe/god. Our purpose is to bring balance to the force.

There are entities and energies in this universe that have been hard at work for centuries upon centuries to convince human beings on Earth that they are not good enough to exist in “heaven”, the fifth dimension. The part of you that tries to convince yourself that you are not worthy is a sign of these negative forces hard at work to keep you subservient to their purpose, which is to create life that exists devoid of LOVE.

I have seen visions of the future in which this happens, when love is completely removed from the human experience – I’ve seen it. I’ve experienced life in both extremes of it. Life full of Love and life completely without it; I have experienced both and let me tell you – the world full of hate, for someone like me who’s soul usually has no other choice than to be love and light– because my soul is not exactly human since I am a starseed – that world is awful and human beings are terrible in it.

Whatever you want to experience, you are going to experience. I’ve been in the worst of it as both good and evil and I’m not going there again. In this life, I’m choosing to ascend, I’m choosing to go back home. For some of you, those of you that are going to wake up, this will be your first trip home. This will be the first time you’ve seen what life was meant to be for you. Those of us that existed here before human beings were created – we’re pretty excited about you coming home to join us. Some of us were so excited by your potential that we volunteered to take on the aspects of a human soul so that we could help you ascend.

It’s been hell. ;) It’s also been one hell of an experience, but this is my last lifetime in this dimension of Earth. This is the last one for all of us that volunteered to come here to help with the shift of consciousness – we are going to fulfill our true purpose in this reality, we are going to create love and light and peace on Earth for all souls. Some of us are even going to stay here on Earth because it is just so amazing to exist here and since we also have a choice in how our souls experience life now, we’re choosing to exist as human souls instead of the aspects of the universe that we once were.

That’s how awesome it is to be a human being. Souls that were created to exist ONLY as love and light and to be inspirational, we wanted to take on aspects of the human soul even though we could have just as peacefully existed without all of the karma that a human soul accumulates. We wanted this and we were allowed to experience it and we are all so grateful for it. To thank the universe for this amazing experience, we are helping humankind to ascend; we are helping you find your way home with the rest of us. This was the goal from the beginning of our journey, but the experience was better than any of us could have imagined.

We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We are ONE.  I’m going to wrap this up with a poem I wrote back in the mid 2000’s…

I-Goddess
sitting in the corner,
slack-eyed and wondering,
always star-gazed and brilliant,
the child of me cowers,
shivers in the cold fear
of the world,
the day,
the breath of morning on my neck
and when i dare look up,
when I peak from my fingers
toward the monster-air around me,
the shakes of life convulse me,
tackle me dumb-founded,
slipping me some drug I can't name...
but the high of the ultimate low
is my thrill,
forever being below the plebian minds
thinking they know so much about me
and my life...
so when I stand up to shout,
to screech the defiance in me,
they are left with a feeling of wide-eyed amazement...
"look at her,
all strong like she's a goddess,
who does she think SHE is?"

Love & Light ~ Melissa