I've been wanting to start and write this blog for several months now and I actually did start one similar a few months back, but... I was hiding from myself and hiding myself from everyone. I created a new email address and Twitter account - I didn't want anyone to know who I really was; I didn't want the people I know both in "real" life and online to know who I was. I was afraid the wrong people would read it and put a target on my back. I was just too afraid and that's why it didn't stick.
It will stick now. I know and accept who I am, what I am, why I'm here and what I have to do now. I'm not afraid to share my true self with people now. Now I am completely comfortable being me and I'm not afraid of what anyone thinks about me or who might be monitoring my activity online. I'm still a little paranoid about that; I'm definitely on a list by now and I'm sort of fine with it. My purpose is more important than valid paranoia.
You might be wondering what changed. What happened to convince me to stop hiding? How did I realize it was okay and not scary to be open about who I really am? What pushed me forward into my awakening and accepting the truth?
I found my twin flame, my twin soul, my other half, (actually, he found me); I fell totally and completely in love, but that's a story for another post. The event that put me on the right path towards discovering the truth about who I am happened a little over three years ago in July 2011...
In a dream, I woke up in the apartment I shared with my boyfriend at the time, but it didn't exactly look and feel like our apartment. It was cleaner and less cluttered. We had two doors; one that led to the hallway and one that led to the "backyard". From our back door you could look out at the fields, the hills and all of my friend's dad's junk stored out in the open behind their house. In the dream I opened the back door; all of the junk was gone, there were more trees and again, everything looked and felt cleaner - and very real.
A light ship appeared, hovering in the trees - a roundish, large ball of undulating, rainbow-colored light - like an opal. Beneath the ship two beings appeared. A woman and a boy that had human-like features; both had pale skin, white hair and they were glowing with white light. Suddenly, the boy was standing just outside of the door, looking up at me; his eyes looked like diamond-cut opals and they twinkled like stars. "I'm a little scared," I said to him. "I know," he replied in a calm and soothing voice. I immediately woke up, very shaken by the dream and when I went out into the living room - the backdoor was wide open.
I always checked that door to be sure it was locked before I went to bed. Always. Every night. Never forgot. It really freaked me out that it was open. My boyfriend at the time worked nights in another town; he wasn't home when I went to bed and he wasn't home when I woke up so I had to have gotten out of bed and opened the door in my sleep.
Before then, I'd had plenty of dreams that felt as real. In one I was on a beach, meditating, while a friend stood next to me doing some kind of yoga moves. The water was the brightest blue water I've ever seen and the foam from the waves was the same opal hue as the ship and the eyes of those beings, the sand was a bright peach/coral color and the cliffs to the left of us were stunning, and the forest on the other side of it stretched for miles. I can't even describe the sky because I was so captivated by the ocean. I've also been visited in dreams by relatives that have passed on; whenever I dream about my dad, who passed on in January 2000, it feels so real that I forget he's not physically here anymore; I always cry when I wake up from those dreams.
After several months, I wasn't as scared by what happened in the dream with the light ship and started looking up information online to see if anyone else had experienced dreams of this nature. What I found out is that most likely, these beings were from the Pleiades, a constellation I have always felt very drawn towards when I look up at the night sky. They supposedly live on the planet Erra, a name that is so similar to a character I developed for a story; Arra, who lives in a valley surrounded by cliffs with a vast forest on one side and a great sea on the other. She has pale white skin, white hair and violet eyes and was born to save her planet from crushing spiritual oppression. I developed this character and her location long before I had the dream about meditating on the beach.
This lead me to an article about starseeds... Not the one I am going to link to here, but when I read the article I knew that a starseed is what I am because everything the article outlines as signs that you are one of these souls - they all described me to the letter. About a month ago, I stumbled upon an article that talked about the waves of souls that came to Earth to help human beings make a shift in consciousness - I am a wave two soul, born in 1978. My parents were in wave one, 1953 and 1955. Both always felt like they didn't belong in their families because they felt different, but my dad wasn't aware of what he was and my mom is still in the dark about it. I'm waiting for the right time to tell her, if that time ever comes. I have two siblings, a sister born in 1980 and a brother in 1989 - I believe they are also starseeds like me, but they have no idea either, though, my brother will more easily believe and accept it since we are totally into aliens and conspiracy theories and stuff like that.
And if either of them is reading this: Trust me, your older sister hasn't lost her mind and I wanted to be the youngest, but we all agreed it was better for me to be first so that I would be able to spend more time with dad so I could be who I needed to be; this is why everyone thinks you two are older than me and why I look at least ten years younger than I am and why I've always felt like my brother and I could be twins.
It wasn't until I met my twin flame that I was ready to open my eyes and wake up and accept the truth about reality, life, the universe and everything and about who I am and what I came here to do. I had to stop feeling so insecure with myself because of him and accepting that my soul is not quite earthly was part of that, a big part of it. Like I said, though, that's a story for another blog post... (And I'm not an alien! lol I have a human body just like you, but on the inside I am a multidimensional being from somewhere else).
Information About Starseeds
Information About the Shift in Consciousness
Information about Indigo, Crystal & Rainbow Children
So... Here I am. My name is Melissa Joy Corley - quite literally by name and nature I am a sweet joy from the hills and I am here to help you. I am connected to the universal collective consciousness, like we all are, and I am online to be a beacon and a messenger of light and love for anyone that hears the ringing of their own true self and would like to answer the call.
Peace on Earth is possible and together we will unite the world to save it.
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