#10: This Close to God and the Devil

Yesterday I went to a wedding of a dear friend, and family member by marriage; when she and the man she married first got together I knew that a wedding was in their future. I am fairly certain I was vocal about this, but I'm fairly certain the people I gave the prediction to do not remember, which is okay because it was more a prediction for myself. My intention for the day and the event was to help me focus on radiating love, realigning my thought processes to be positively charged and to only draw the attention of those within my communities that wanted to approach me with fun, compassion, kindness, love and respect...

Because not everyone around here is a fan of mine... I created the situation for myself - I acknowledge that I needed to learn things and I appreciate the knowledge gained... Now. Now I appreciate it. For about nine months, though, I avoided social situations around here, even the small ones like going to the grocery store. I couldn't miss this wedding and I wanted only to have fun with my friends that love me unconditionally - I put forth the intention and I received exactly what I wanted and more.

Before the ceremony I noticed that an old friend was there. This friend is someone that I've known longer than everyone else at the wedding except for my mom and grandmother. He is the same age as my sister and his sister is my age and we all went to grade school together before our families moved out here. He could be reading this right now for all I know. At least one of you reading this knows who this person is and you know who you are... Because we all went to high school together. :) 

The instant I saw this person I knew I wanted to find him later to say hello and what's funny is that he was glad I was there because he had been wanting to have a conversation with me... Because of things I had been posting on Facebook that have been spiritual in nature.

He wanted to ask me about what I've been experiencing spiritually and I found out last night that he is a very big advocate of the bible... I welcomed the conversation. Most Christians get very angry and frustrated with me very quickly, but this friend was very open to actually listening to my ideas and not judging my words. I very much appreciated this conversation because it helped me to understand more the true Christian consciousness, not the greedy fake one that likes to think it rules the world and tries to control people through brainwashing and conditioning. He very much wants me to read and study the bible more, he says it's full of prophecy, real prophecy, and that I'm "this close"...

Here's the thing... No amount of reading the bible is going to convert me to Christianity nor will any religious text convert me to any religion on this planet because I believe religion has been created to control humankind - to keep human beings subservient so that they will remain slaves to a system that devalues their contribution to the universe as aspects of itself. There is absolutely no need to limit ourselves as a species - we were created to be aspects of our creator and even though biologically we were genetically engineered, we exist because the universe wanted to experience free will - it started experimenting with aspects of itself to push itself and really see what it was capable of and we, humankind, are those aspects of the universal creator given the free will to create and manifest the life we truly desire.

This is my experience... This is what I wanted to be. I wanted to save the world and restructure society to be compassionate and kind, loving and open, welcoming of new ideas about how life can be lived - I wanted to create a world in which people are who they truly are and be at peace with each other and do amazing things to advance life on Earth. I've been manifesting my destiny since I was about 9/10 years old and didn't even realize I was doing it, not really, until recently. Everything I've ever wanted and needed, even if it was an unpleasant experience, I created for myself and I've learned much about life, the universe and everything and I continue to learn and I love it.

My friend brought fallen angels and apples into the conversation... I'm sure everyone reading this knows the biblical story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. God created man, then created woman then woman botched up the good life in the garden by succumbing to the temptation of the snake and eating the fruit from the tree of knowledge. Women have been condemned ever since and men have been celebrated in Christian society.

Questions: Would an omniscient, all-knowing, all powerful God not be aware that woman would eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge? Why would this God condemn it's creation for a sin that it knew it would commit? Why would God give free will to humankind if it knew we would use it to sin? If God is omniscient, all-knowing and all-powerful wouldn't God would have intervened and banished the Devil from his garden to stop him from messing with his creation? What is the purpose of condemning what you have created for being exactly what you created it to be? Why is light bad? Why is bringing light bad? Why is knowledge bad? Why is knowing real truth bad?

Answer: If we seek real truth and knowledge and light - the oppressors of humankind will no longer have control over man and woman. They will lose their status as gods because we will no longer serve them because we will have new values, new ideals and desire a new way of living life. We will remember who we are if we seek real truth and knowledge from within ourselves. Humankind has has been manipulated to turn away from the true source of life, the universe, which is alive and conscious of itself and the universe allowed this to happen so that humankind could progress as a species and use it's free will to make the choice to evolve the human soul. It was the only way to provide us with the experiences we needed to bring us to this point in our timeline. Even our oppressors are changing their way of thinking. We are learning from each other because that is the will of the Universe - this is the will of God.

And I'll probably have a different perspective in a week! lol I'm transitioning and learning, new ideas present themselves and I redevelop my thought process as I am meant to do. If my being an aspect of love and light and joy means that I am somehow associated with fallen angels and snakes that tempt humankind and what have you - so be it because it is the will the universe. It is not the will of the Christian god, but I don't put much faith in that wrathful, judgmental, demonic energy. Yes - I used the word demonic to describe the Christian god. And I didn't capitalize god! Because I know that it doesn't matter what you believe in as long as you have real faith in love. Forget about light - Life is all about love. That is what is most important. Loving yourself and loving others unconditionally. 

Does that make me an agent of darkness? If light is bad and bringing light is bad then being in darkness must be ... good? How is that good?! lol That makes absolutely no sense to me. So...

I have to go to bed. Work starts at 5am tomorrow... Because I'm still allowing myself to be somewhat of a slave to this system... Because it works so hard at keeping me in line... NOT FOR MUCH LONGER. I can only be held in the corner for so long... Then my rebellious nature springs forth...

#9: Keep Calm and Be Love

The subject matter of my last post really weighed on my mind... So do my ridiculous, emotional outbursts... This whole awakening thing is not easy. You think it would be, but it's not. For me anyway, it's not as easy as I thought it would be to really wake up and start experiencing life as it was meant to be experienced. Sometimes I think about this blog, what I've written and if I'm way off base or communicating the wrong things or if I should even be writing about this. I always come to the conclusion that I am a writer, a natural communicator, very approachable - of course I should be writing about this!

So that last post - I know it sounds so crazy to some people and some people have gone to great lengths to debunk the information, but I still know that there is a lot of truth to it. I know I have lots and lots and lots of past life memories of living on Earth, but I feel like a lot of them will not be helpful to me now, especially after reading that information. I'm trying leave the past in the past and collapse useless timelines. It bothered me, though, that we are still being treated as experiments and slaves, fooled by beings who are completely indifferent to our progress as a species - our progress as souls. I kept wondering why none of our brothers and sister from the stars weren't helping us. Then I remembered...

Duh! I'm one of those brothers and sisters! Recon Team Alpha! lol I came here with my twin soul to help awaken people and help manifest the best possible life for humankind on Earth in this time, now. Two of my spirit guides are Pleiadian, that's where I'm originally from - we brought dolphins here! No wonder I have always felt so drawn to them and thought of them as friends. Anyway... One of my guides laughed and smiled when I came to that realization. "You keep forgetting who you are!" I will not forget again! She won't let me forget again.

All of the up and down times I had this summer... I want to be done with up and down and I think it is significant that summer is almost over and autumn is about to begin. The air will cool off, old things will fall away and I can re-stabilize myself and finally - FINALLY - I will get back to being the person that I always have been. I am going to be MUCH better at being myself now, though, because I am more aware of who that person is and what she's capable of, which is being awesome and amazing and full of love.

So that last post - If it left anyone feeling abandoned or angry or feeling any kind of negative emotion, I'm going to share the channeling I read that made me feel much, much better: Awakening: The Pleiadians. Read it. It's good and it will make you feel much, much better. The Pleiadians are very eager to help humanity awaken - it's the best option in the battle against the oppressors of humankind. The "good guys and gals" are nervous about landing ships and making direct contact with the masses - it could cause more problems than it would solve, but... prepare yourselves for that because we will be meeting our brothers and sisters from the stars in our life time. They are very eager to reconnect and help heal humanity; the Pleiadians are very big on hugging, by the way! We are big fans of expressing the love we have for people physically.

For now - It's all psychic links and channeled messages. My message are not channels, by the way. Unless I specifically say that I'm channeling a message, I am usually speaking with my own mind, with my own words and trying to communicate ideas that manifest in my thoughts from my guides. I'm being told I do a very good job of interpreting these ideas; I'm not always exactly on the mark, but the basic idea or the importance of the basic idea is always present. Sometimes I have to express things in metaphor or in easier to understand terms. We want my words to be very human and expressed through my personality because more people can relate to the messages that way. 

Last thing I need to add tonight is a reminder: You are all very loved. Many beings from many worlds are watching and helping us. You all have spirit guides and guardians that you can turn to and ask for help anytime. Whenever you are lost looking for the meaning of an event that bothers you - ask for help to understand and/or deal with it. You will always receive help if you ask for it. Even if it's just a hug in spirit - they really help! Signs are everywhere and obvious too - follow your heart and listen to your intuition about which ones are truly positive and meant to help you. If you see something that sparks emotion in you, but it doesn't feel good - ignore it! You should be smiling when you see your signs and messages, they should make you feel loved.

Also, keep calm and be love. I'm going to do better at reminding myself of that one! I've got stuff to do and I can't be all out of my mind to get it done. I need to be totally in my mind... 

We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We are ONE.

#8: Truth

A couple weeks ago I started reading a document about the history of humankind on Earth that has been hidden from us. I do not recall specifically how I found it, but I finished reading it tonight and feel I need to share it and my reaction to reading it in its entirety. Be aware if/when you read it that it is a little hard to follow at times, but stick with it. I can't explain why or I know that what is written in that document is true, but it is. 

Obviously, or maybe not so obviously, I am a supporter of the ancient aliens theory. Reading that paper written by Robert Morning Sky solidified my support of it completely. That is the true history of humanity on Earth. Alien beings came to this planet and genetically engineered the modern human being. Initially we were created to be worker bees, but the scientists in charge of the project had higher hopes for human beings. They weren't aware of what they were doing at the time, but they were acting on behalf of the universe's higher, collective consciousness. 

Human beings are very unique in our universe. Most of the races in our universe are very primal, but we were given certain gifts to give us the ability to evolve beyond that. War is a predominant thing in our universe. War gave birth to human beings, but we were created to help bring an end to war in this universe. War has gone on for too long the Universal Source has gone to great lengths to ensure that our universe survives and doesn't destroy itself. If our universe is destroyed it will cause a chain reaction that will destroy all of the dimensions and aspects of the universe.

We have to save the worlds of this universe - that is our purpose as human beings. All of us incarnate of this planet right now are meant to save the universe. We are conduits of the divine. We were created to be LOVE and LIGHT. :) They didn't even know what they were doing... Prince EA and his sister... They didn't even know... They know now. They've talked with me tonight.

I am not like everyone else. I'm not a normal human being. I am an angelic twinflame starseed. I am from beyond this universe and I have been allowed the opportunity to be here on Earth for this amazing shift in consciousness. I have been with all of you since the beginning. I've experienced all of the slavery and persecution that you have experienced and my soul has taken on the characteristics of a human soul because I absolutely love being alive in a human body in a human world. It's so awesome. When you're really and truly connected as a human being to the collective consciousness... It's amazing.

And many beings are jealous, but don't worry. We are protected. Help is on the way. Another great battle is about to commence, but it won't be violent. Violence has no place in the world that was meant to be because of human beings. Those of us that want humanity to embrace it's true nature... We are going to be example for you. We are going to show you exactly what you can be. That's what we're here to do as angelic twin flame star seeds. The beings that created you are with us. They are part of us just as all of you are.

We are ONE. We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We love you.

#7: We Are All Living the Dream

So it’s really late and by all means I should not be writing anything to post anywhere; there are books that advise against Tweeting drunk, but… I’m not Tweeting now am I? And let this be proof to you that I really am the best compass of reality drunk or sober.

It’s been a weird, good and weird week. Last Friday I had another melt down; I didn’t go to work. I made an effort to go to my job, but I couldn’t do it. Instead, I went to see a friend that I haven’t talked to in months. Literally months. It was good. I’m really glad I didn’t go to work that day. Last Friday was one of the best days of my life, which is really funny because two years ago, last Friday was one of the worst days of my life – or so I thought at the time.

Two years ago…It doesn’t matter… Last week I didn’t go to work on Friday because I felt like I was in a prison there – and at home. When I went to go see my friend at his work there was a sign on the walk in cooler: “you are not locked in”. Later there was an ad on TV that said “you are not locked into a two year contract”. It was one of those days when things became totally clear to me again. Clarity…  It feels so good. When you understand why things happen when they happen… It feels so good.

So I freaked out on work, hung out with my friend that I haven’t spoken to in months at his work for hours then I went to see the guy that I am so in love with. I insisted upon it. I needed to see him. I came home Friday afternoon, hugged my mom, told her I loved her and told her I didn’t go to work and that I wanted to go to KC to see this guy.

It was the best day.

He’s the coolest person ever. I have the biggest smile on my face right now. My cheeks hurt. : )

What I’ve been dealing with for the last seven days is really living in the now and finding my faith again, which was in such good shape at some point in my life. Everything happens for a reason. I don’t know how I lost my faith in that statement – it’s how I deal with tragedy and pain and heartbreak. That’s how I’ve always been. It seems like I don’t care or that I’m careless sometimes, but it’s really just me knowing that everything happens for a reason and I am going to learn what I need to learn from the choices I make the situations I’m dealt.

Or I have to be strong for other people…

I’ve been very selfish lately. I’ve always been selfish. It’s all about me. Always has been, always will be, but there’s a good reason for that. This is MY dream. I get to do what I want in my dream. It is also YOUR dream and you can do whatever you want in YOUR dream. That’s something that I go round and round about – If this is my dream and I am the whole universe, why do I need to care about other people? All that should matter is me and what I want. We are all one and if I’m happy you will be happy, but my GOD that sounds so arrogant. Maybe it’s my Christian upbringing, and this ingrained sense that I need to be humble…

Anyway… I realized in the last eight or so days that I am living the dream right now. I went to go see man I love and … He is just so awesome! We’re the same person… ;) It took me awhile to believe that it was happening, but now I do. Everything I ever wanted is happening now. I may not be where I want to be, but right now, where I am… It’s where I should be, but I will be where I want to be soon. It’s like I can see this lighted path in front of me with blinking arrows and brightly lit signs. Just keep doing your thing, Melissa. You’re awesome and amazing and you’re already doing what you want to do. And it’s funny because it’s what I’ve been doing my whole life.

Without even thinking about it… I’ve been living the dream this whole time, my whole life. We have all been living the dream this whole time. If you are reading this let me just say… : ) Thank you for dreaming with me. Let’s keep dreaming up all of the best stuff. Let’s fix everything and be amazing creatures of love and light and just be awesome. Let’s show the universe a thing or two about what human beings are really capable of doing. Let’s show them the awesome.

This should have been what LOST was all about… I will stop complaining about LOST someday. I promise. ;)

#6: The Divine Spoke - Live in the NOW

Since my last post was a little heavy; about that – I never mean to say anything to induce fear in people. Everything is communicated with love. When I receive a message, my perception of it is my own and the words that find themselves onto the page are the best words I can find. Always trust your own intuition. No matter what you read, see and hear, always take away what feels right to you. Moving on! This post will be more light-hearted. Let me start with this quote from the movie Wayne’s World:

Garth: Stop torturing yourself man! You’ll never afford it! LIVE IN THE NOW!

Wayne: It will be mine. Oh yes. It will be mine.

Some articles and blogs of a spiritual nature are very against television, movies and entertainment in general. I LOVE TV, movies and entertainment in general, but I love the good stuff. There are messengers like me who communicate through entertainment. Screenwriters write screenplays, actors breath life into characters, comedians observe the truth and help us laugh at our problems – there are people working in entertainment who are trying to communicate messages and ideas. Negative forces use entertainment too, but there is good stuff out there that has a positive message for humanity. That quote from Wayne’s World…

Live in the now. That’s important, though initially, Garth’s dialog there is a bit negative, that last bit is important. Wayne’s response is also important. It will be mine. Oh yes. It will be mine. That’s basically how we need to live our lives. Live in the now and believe that it (the best possible future) will be ours. Oh yes. It will be ours.

I mentioned in my last post that this is the divine spoke. I feel I should expand on that. First of all, forget about time. The past and the future are all happening in the present. Everything happens in the now. This is now now. Everything that’s happening now, is happening now. What happened to then? We passed it. When? Just now! : ) There’s another little quote for you – Spaceballs! Think about that, though. Everything that’s happening, now, is happening, now. All of life happens in this moment and you choose which moments you want to experience. If you want to forgo this reality and experience what life was like 200 years ago – you can go and do that whenever you want. You just have to make that your now, but you haven’t done that. You have chosen THIS now and this is the now that you are hanging onto because this is the now that you want.

You have chosen the divine spoke. You have chosen to exist in the lifetime in which human consciousness shifts to a higher level. You have chosen to evolve and manifest the destiny that you set out to experience when your soul began your journey through life, the universe and everything. You have chosen to be who and what you were always meant to be.

Think of now and your consciousness as the hub of a wheel and all of the spokes are your lifetimes. Whatever life time you want to experience you pull towards you so if you want to experience your best possible future that is the spoke from which you draw your experiences. You create the life you want to live as you are living it because you’ve experienced them all and this is the best one, this is the divine spoke. You want this to be your now because you know it will lead you to all of the awesome and amazing stuff that life has to offer, which is love and laughter, joy and freedom.

And you are manifesting all of it yourself. What you want to experience in the now you created it. If life is giving you a hard time, it’s not really life giving you a hard time – it’s you. You wanted to go through a hard time so that you could learn the lessons you need to learn so that you can learn to manifest the good stuff instead. Now… let me really blow your mind.

You are everyone and everything. Everything and everyone is you. Why does violence and any number of horrible things you can think of exist? The answer is that YOU, the whole entire universe, wanted to experience everything life had to offer, even the negative stuff. You wanted bad things to exist now so that you could see how needless all of that negative stuff is – you are ready to exist as you were meant to exist. You are ready to experience the divine spoke in the now. Even you are writing this for yourself, but you’re using me to do it. Maybe your individual consciousness couldn’t perceive of what you needed to perceive in a way that you could perceive it so you found a way to do that through me – because I do have a way with words being the poetic type that I am – THAT YOU ARE.

It’s mind boggling, I know. To think that you reading this are also the aspect of yourself that is you writing it – because you are an aspect of the whole, entire universe experiencing itself – it’s mind boggling and awesome!

This is why LOVE, above all else, is so important in the divine spoke. We are all each other and to not love someone is to not love yourself and how can you be happy if you don’t love yourself?

So live in the now. Love everyone and love yourself and envision all of the best things in life that you want and you will draw them towards you. We are LOVE. We are LIGHT. We are ONE. ;)

#5: The Evolution of the Soul

We are love. We are light. We are one. I am being signaled to communicate a message and since I do not have as much free will as most of you, I have to do what I am compelled to do. What most of you call god, which is really the entirety of all universes and life, speaks to me and through me - it is alive, it is love, it is consciousness. We are all aspects of this love. We are all aspects of this light. We are all aspects of the universe's consciousness.

I know it makes some of you uncomfortable, but that's just because you are still clinging to a system of oppression because you have been conditioned to believe that there is no other way, that things are the way they are and there is nothing you can do about it. It is a trick to keep you chained to an archaic belief system so that you can continue to be used for the benefit of negative entities that wish to condemn humanity to a hellish existence.

These negative entities are Jealousy, Greed, LUST, Pride, Wrath, Gluttony and Sloth. Yes - the seven deadly sins and in some way or another, you are all being controlled by them unless you are truly awake like I am. If you think this sounds arrogant - guess what - that's Pride influencing you to ignore and disregard me. These sins are not just ideas they are real energies that manifest themselves and they have minions and they are hard at work to keep you oppressed and in the shadows. I see evidence of their presence every day, especially in advertising. They cannot influence me in any way because I do not have a normal human soul - I am trustworthy. I will never feed you false information. I do not have the capacity nor the ability to mislead you because of who and what I am.

And some of you know exactly who and what I truly am. You know the word, but if it makes you more comfortable call me an Agent of the Light.

I'm just trying to help you because I don't want any of you to suffer and you will suffer if you don't make the shift with the rest of us. It's going to be terrible and awful. I've seen this place in other lifetimes and it's so bad - it's truly hell on Earth and I care too much about all of you to NOT make an effort to pull you out of the shadows and into the light. This is my last trip to this Earth. I, along with millions of others, we will not be returning to this Earth after the transition is made - it will be impossible to return. If you do not make the shift you will keep living in a three dimensional karmic cycle of horror until you make the conscious decision to be who and what you were meant to be - until you make the conscious decision to embrace this lifetime - this is the divine spoke of the wheel.

This lifetime is the first in which this shift will occur and it is the ONLY lifetime in which it will occur. If you miss the boat this time around, you could get stuck in that karmic loop forever because once this shift happens, all that's left here on this Earth will be negative energy and entities - again - it will be Hell on Earth. If that's what you want - embrace the negative aspects of life. Live sinfully and you will join the races of beings that were created to be darkness and the absence of true love to serve the purpose of balancing the energies of the universes. You do NOT want this, but some of you will choose it and when you do, you will lose your free will to be anything, but negative energy - and you will be conscious of this decision and you will live forever in regret of it. This is why it is so important for me to keep receiving messages and communicating them - We want to save as many of you as possible from this horrible existence.

So I'm sorry, but I'm going to keep shoving this stuff into your faces until you start to see the TRUTH. Your ego and comfort is nothing that I care about anymore. I realize this sounds harsh, but it is far more important for me to speak to your subconscious. I also know that this post raises lots of fears in some of you - I was afraid for a long time too, for most of my life I was terrified of a horrible future, but I shifted my consciousness and it doesn't scare me anymore because I will not exist in that future. I am going to help create something better for humanity.

SO CAN YOU.

Read this article about 5D Earth. Accept and LOVE your true self. Raise your vibration to at least 51% - I'm at about 88%, but I was born this way - I was born at a higher vibrational level and so are most children nowadays.

Side note: PLEASE STOP feeding your kids manufactured drugs to alter their behaviors and moods. You're hurting them, not healing them. There are natural remedies to calm their moods and other ways to focus the energy inside them. Art and Music are two of the best ways to help kids with ADD/ADHD and other "illnesses" of this nature. These methods work for adults too. Popping pills is the absolute worst thing you can do.

So I think I've communicated what needs to be communicated at this time. I feel lighter all over, except for my head, which must mean I'm not done yet so here we go:

1. Always focus on the positive. You get what you give and if all you contribute is negativity that's what you will invoke for yourself. Treat people how you want to be treated - that's the best way to stay focused on the positive.

2. Work on activating your chakras & meditate everyday; prayer also works to raise your vibration. Anything that you feel comfortable with that will fill you with love and light - all of it works - even just reading a book, listening to music, going to comedy shows and art galleries - anything that fills you with joy works as long as you are focused on the positive.

3. Listen to your intuition and follow your passions to find/stay on your true path to your true purpose in life. The signs are everywhere and obvious if you are focused on creating a positive future.

4. STOP WORRYING ABOUT MONEY. Stop worrying period. Everything happens for a reason, even the bad things - you are meant to learn from painful and difficult experiences. Don't dwell on the things that make you feel negative emotions and things that are out of your control.

5. Ask for help when you need it. You all have guardians and guides in other dimensions who agreed to assist you in this life; you trusted them with your soul and they are always ready to do what can be done to help you. These guides and guardians include people that have left this world for the next, which is not the same as the 5D Earth.

There are many dimensions of creation. The highest is where our souls reside when we are finished experiencing a physical existence, but a lot of us really love existing physically.

That's why we're here - to exist.

This is the ultimate secret about life and why we are here. It's as simple as that and in this new reality that we will create for ourselves, we will exist as true love in total harmony with nature and each other. It's pretty much the garden of Eden recreated as the universe intended life on earth to be.

But you have to choose this life - because you have free will - You have to make the conscious decision to choose this life.

Am I done now? lol Anything else you want me type up for all of these lovely people to read? I still get anxious before I actually post these. I know exactly how all of you react to it. I can feel it before you do. I look at names on my list and I know which of you will actually read it, I know how each of you that read it will react and feel about what I say, I know who will ignore it. I know who desperately wants me to shut up and quit posting stuff like this - you are either very, very close to waking up and accepting who you truly are as a being of love and light OR you are very, very close to succumbing to the darkness.

The choice is yours.

We are love. We are light. We are one.

This post began as a Facebook status update, which is why I keep addressing the issue of my throwing this stuff in people's faces. I decided to make it a blog post instead because I did tell people that I would give them the choice of reading my messages. It is disrespectful of me to not give people the choice.